I was reading in Alma 23-24 about the Anti-Nephi Lehies and how they stood up for what they believed even though the Lamanites were coming to kill them. The were truly converted to the gospel and so they knew they had to defend their beliefs even if that meant dying to avoid what they had promised not to do. In our lives we often find that we have to defend our faith to others. Hopefully you do a better job of that than I do. I do not deny my beliefs, but sometimes I walk small until the threat has passed. I guess it is because I am scared to stand up and be alone.
President Thomas S. Monson has two excellent talks that deal with this issue. I quote first from a talk called "May You Have Courage" from the April 2009 Relief Society session of General Conference:
"As I contemplate all that you face in the world today, one word comes to my mind. It describes an attribute needed by all of us but one which you - at this time of your life and in this world - will need particularly. That attribute is courage."
"My final plea tonight is that you have the courage to stand firm for truth and righteousness. Because the trend in society today is away from the values and principles the Lord has given us, you will almost certainly be called upon to defend that which you believe. Unless the roots of your testimony are firmly planted, it will be difficult for you to withstand the ridicule of those who challenge your faith. When firmly planted, your testimony of the gospel, of the Savior, and of our Heavenly Father will influence all that you do throughout your life. The adversary would like nothing better than for you to allow derisive comments and criticism of the Church to cause you to question and doubt. Your testimony, when constantly nourished, will keep you safe."These comments from President Monson helped me realized how I can get some of that courage. The stronger my testimony, the more courage I will have. President Monson also tells a story in the October 2011 Priesthood session of General Conference in a talk called "Dare to Stand Alone" that helped me realize that even when we think we are alone, we really aren't. I would paraphrase it, but for you ladies who may not have had the chance to hear it, I have quoted it:
"Navy boot camp was not an easy experience for me, nor for anyone who endured it. For the first three weeks I was convinced my life was in jeopardy. The navy wasn't trying to train me; it was trying to kill me.
I shall ever remember when Sunday rolled around after the first week. We received welcome news from the chief petty officer. Standing at attention on the drill ground in a brisk California breeze, we heard his command: 'Today everybody goes to church - everybody, that is, except for me. I am going to relax!' Then he shouted, 'All of you Catholics, you meet in Camp Decatur - and don't come back until three o'clock. Forward, march!' A rather sizeable contingent moved out. Then he barked out his next command: 'Those of you who are Jewish, you meet in Camp Henry - and don't come back until three o'clock. Forward, march!' A somewhat smaller contingent marched out. Then he said, 'The rest of you Protestants, you meet in the theaters at Camp Farragut - and don't come back until three o'clock. Forward, march!'
Instantly there flashed through my mind the though, 'Monson, you are not a Catholic; you are not a Jew; you are not a Protestant. You are a Mormon, so you just stand here!' I can assure you that I felt completely alone. Courageous and determined, yes - but alone.
And then I heard the sweetest words I ever heard that chief petty officer utter. He looked in my direction and asked, 'And just what do you guys call yourselves?' Until that very moment I had not realized that anyone was standing beside me or behind me on the drill ground. Almost in unison, each of us replied, 'Mormons!' It is difficult to describe the joy that filled my heart as I turned around and saw a handful of other sailors."I am reminded of an experience I had when I was probably about 14 years old in church. We were having a combined lesson and a great leader of mine named Donny Helvey was teaching it. At one point he asked if any of us had the courage to stand up for Christ. He challenged the crowd to prove their devotion to Christ right then and there. I remember feeling chills. I knew that I believed in Christ and had a testimony, but my stomach shrunk and I couldn't make myself do anything but sit there and look at everyone else awkwardly. It felt like forever, but in reality it was only seconds before a young man named Jake Hyer stood straight up and bore a short, devoted testimony of Jesus Christ as his personal Savior. The Spirit was so strong at that moment and lingered throughout the rest of the lesson. It made me think really hard about myself. If I could not even get up in Church, a safe place, and proclaim my love for the Savior and the gospel, how would I be able to do it as a missionary or to my friends or my future children? Since then, I have found a lot of strength in the truth that President Monson later pointed in his 2011 "Dare to Stand Alone" talk:
"May we ever be courageous and prepared to stand for what we believe, and if we must stand alone in the process, may we do so courageously, strengthened by the knowledge that in reality we are never alone when we stand with our Father in Heaven."One of my favorite quotes of all time is from President Holland's April 2009 General Conference talk called "None Were With Him" and it applies here:
". . . because Jesus walked such a long, lonely path utterly alone, we do not have to do so."I hope that we can all find strength in one another and not be ashamed of what should be the uncontesably most important thing in our lives. I am never alone; neither are you.